ponders

how do i fair ?

i know its only been a short time
i shouldn't be asking for anything

i cannot be asking for anything

so

let's just see ok ?

see how it goes

and let nature do it's thing :)

but

why am i affected ?

i shouldn't be affected

i cannot be affected

not even a teeny weeny bit

because

it's only been a short time

but however

i am

even though others told me that i've won

but i know

what i i've won

is not enough